i guess even if we think it's never going to happen
even if the chances are next to none
it's still important to try

there is the cliched, but ultimately true (as all cliches basically are), phrase saying that you will never know if you don't try

i can't stand not knowing

but would i be able to stand failure

life isn't fair
but why can't it be unfair in my favor

what have i done that was so drastically wrong that everything is against me?

i pray i do my work i laugh i love 

but nothing is enough

-grass
it's raining, and i'm growing