#iloveyougrassdontfret

i do not know why am i bothered. why i feel so sad. but there's this girl named juliana in our grade who's a mormon. and it just make me so sad/angry/ugh/why/no/please. she used to be a christian, and now she's a mormon. she brings her friends to church with her, and like converting them. and it just bothers me so dang much.
it makes me sad to know that she thought she knew the truth, but she didn't, so she found something else, and i srsly feel like she's just out there tryna to convert everyone or something. b/c mormon believe conversion is the only way to heaven.
but it just makes me so dang sad.
so damn sad.
i don't know. it's just so sad. probably because i used to think of talking to her about God. just talking to her, you know. and i didn't. and now the regret is pouring in, because she found something else, and she's converting others to mormonism...if that's a word.
i don't know much about mormons...but i know that it's not the truth. b/c one time mrs.hull was talking in class, and she said: it just doesn't make sense to me...why God would do that. like why would he not be angry at people? why would he be so kind and forgiving?

it was just heartbreaking.. she doesn't know that God is love, and Love is God. she doesn't know who He is..you know..and that just...drives me crazy. i want to tell her, maybe after i graduate, but then like...ugh. idk. #yolooe
 you only live once on earth

why am i so bothered by this? idk.
i should be right? it's her choice right?
but i can't stop feeling this nagging in my chest
sigh-