addressing the problem

sorry i've been away, reader of one.
i've been living in the world of kdramas. you see, it's a pretty heartless world. it takes away your time and reality, but after you're done, you don't feel that great. you just feel like your wasted time. the only exception is city hunter.

so i know i have a problem. and i'm going to try to address it and fix it.

problem:
i watch too much kdrama

reasons i watch:
i like it

why do i like it:
it's nice to watch people falling in love

why is it nice to watch people falling in love:
-my parents are not very loving to each other
-i don't see a lot of love in my life

why don't you see a lot of love in your life:
-maybe i watch to ignore the pain of absence of love in some parts of my life

what parts are these:
-friends
-childhood

why friends:
i wish i could become friends with some people but i think it's hopeless i'm just not good at making friends

why childhood:
when i was really young i had a crush on someone and then my best friend ended up liking him and they went out
i think i was probably really heartbroken at the time
i don't really remember anymore...perhaps why i watch a lot of drama

outcome:
it's pretty sad if this is the truth

what will i do about it:
i cannot tell myself to stop watching, it does not work

what else then:
i think i need to ask God for help
i think i need to forgive people from my childhood
i think i need a reality check

good job self
i think you solved the problem

improvement starts in the morning
1/1/2013
because you are worth more than actors and actresses on the screen who look so dumb forrealz and at one point you don't even know why you're watching
unless it's city hunter
-garlic