Wednesday, January 23, 2013

A little scared

I know I did the right thing.
I don't regret anything.
But I'm a little scared.
I wish I didn't tell you guys, garlic. 
I told my parents, and they told me not to tell anyone. That there's a reason for anonymity. 
Because people who are willing to cheat are willing to do other things too.
Because I live in the real world where revenge is real.
What if they find out?
What if they do something to me?

I was always one of the people who waited for other people to do the right thing.

This time, that "other person" is me.

I did the right thing. 

So why do I feel this way?

-grass

1 comment:

  1. I wish you didn't tell me too.
    I mean, I wish you told me, but that I didn't know it was you who did it.
    Why?
    I want to tell the world. I want to tell the world my best friend is an honest person.
    But now I'm holding a secret. And it's hard to keep.

    I would be nervous too. It's nerve-wrecking because you defied the standards of society. You spoke out. You non-conformist!!!!

    Heh heh.

    Isn't life weird? You do the right thing and you feel as if you did wrong?

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