i pretend to go take a dump just to get away from my psychopathic mother
and i really really wanted a new phone today
but of course the deal was only for yesterday
so therefore it was not free today
so therefore i did not get it
and i don't even know why i'm like sad
i have a perfectly wonderful phone
but i guess i was just really looking forward to it
i sound so pathetic
but this was literally one of the happiest moments of my break
and i guess
i just built it up
in my head
that i would have something to actually do
to actually think about

i sleep to escape reality
i sleep so much