hmm

if only I had spent all the time I used hating, bashing, gossiping, and hurting people to love them.
(no this is not directly related to you grass)
i guess I'll stop with the "if only's" and try to start tomorrow

and looking back,

I want to write something very deep but I don't know where to begin. I just saw your last post, grass.

And....yeah. We made it. Or maybe I should say, I made it, since I was the one who was kind of teary and emotional and sensitive and moody the entire time. I think you probably already made it, and it took me longer to realize. Or perhaps we really both did make it, at the same time.

What am I saying. I don't know. But I'm happy that we're still friends. I think the friendship that really gets tested and is still able to survive those rugged waters even after coming out battered and bruised is a wonderful friendship. Yeah... yeah. Thank you. Thank you.

i just now saw your post

we were, are, am, will be, still are best friends

there are ups and downs in every friendship

and i'm sorry if you felt neglected

there was so much going on and so little time

i know you don't want to talk to me / be great friends / misc. anymore

but i still do

i still care for you and cherish you and

thank you

for everything

-grass

ugh

my mom walked in the dorr

YOU CANT HEAR THE MUSIC THOUGH

4/24/13

eic tom

for some reason, I'm not scared.
yeah.
i'm not scared. even i I say I am scared or nervous, I'm not. I don't know why. I should be scared. I should be nervous.
But I'm fine.
and after tomorrow, maybe I'll shed some tears, maybe I won't. but everything will be okay in the end.