letters

personal letters
are
openings to the soul
they're warm and fuzzy
like a plunk of honestly stirred into your summer glass of ice tea lemonade
they're a stroll in the park when the sun is just setting
birds flying home
and you can feel yourself breathing
they're like
cheerios floating on the surface of your milk
something to keep you hanging
for grueling days of labor and life and labor

it's the little things that matter after all. truly and sincerely and positively correctly.

//how to make yourself feel better

look at this

don't you feel better already??

grass

let's go eat curry sss

college and such.

wow.
i am kind of disappointed in myself.
i am reflecting on who I am, and what i want to do...and I realized the person I presented myself as in my essays is so far away from who I really am.
I didn't show them me
I didn't get to tell them who I am
and it's bothering me
quite
A Lot.

//saving this here. Perf "eff you" gifts and images.

going to save some amaze-ball images here from now on. tagging (blogger calls it "labeling," yuck) it as "hoarding."

The other amazeball!

fav

this will always be my favorite photo. in my darkest days, when I am angry and confused, I will look at this photo and become angrier because I will start laughing and you're not supposed to laugh in serious situations. then I will keep on looking at this photo and cry because I am so angry but then I will cry so much and laugh at the same time so it will be craffing and when you craff you don't feel so bad anymore. 

open letter to grass

dear grass,

why did you/do you think i like someone when you said that during the sleepover did my face say something or something or a lil' sumthin sumthin
just wondering but not really just wondering
more of a concern than a wondering

sincerely,
garls