hmm

if only I had spent all the time I used hating, bashing, gossiping, and hurting people to love them.
(no this is not directly related to you grass)
i guess I'll stop with the "if only's" and try to start tomorrow

and looking back,

I want to write something very deep but I don't know where to begin. I just saw your last post, grass.

And....yeah. We made it. Or maybe I should say, I made it, since I was the one who was kind of teary and emotional and sensitive and moody the entire time. I think you probably already made it, and it took me longer to realize. Or perhaps we really both did make it, at the same time.

What am I saying. I don't know. But I'm happy that we're still friends. I think the friendship that really gets tested and is still able to survive those rugged waters even after coming out battered and bruised is a wonderful friendship. Yeah... yeah. Thank you. Thank you.